The way I lead my life

The fact is always cruel, our life too, always full of challenges and barriers. Unexpected things always come with sudden, and sometimes we are unable to curb all of these. To be more particular, I'm talking about my cousin. She had a miserable and wretched life all along.

She had gone through the hardest time since she was born. Her hardware factory, had been closed after working for 4 months due to economic crisis, caused she and her husband lost nearly 400 thousand, the closing which associated with load of banking loans, followed by illnessses which unveiled recently and being retrenched by her company, all these come together at once which made her nearly suffocated. The condition worsen as she has three youngs to feed. In term of financial, we, as the next of kin, couldn't help out much, as all of them have their families to feed on too.

Seeing her welled eye and on the verge of tears, but trying to be strong in front of us by giving a smile, we were stunned into silence and did not know what respond should we give in return. Adults' world, is realy complicated. I just wish that you would be able to handle all these and be all right soon. The predicaments are indeed lead them a harsh life.

I started to appreciate my life now as a student, I do not need to be vexed of all these at this moment. The only pressure is solely on studies and exam even it's undeniable for us to have pressures and stresses in other aspects.

As for relaxation after being suffocated in our studies, me, jean, shan and wuen went to Green Box today :p We were realy joyed at there. We sang for 5 hours (still not enough), eat as much snacks as we can, no vexation, no study, no exam, no any other things in our mind. It's realy RELAX!! ^^ The only problem was, they did not know what I was singing T.T

I have to clarify the matter that it's not because of my singing skills :p but my songs language - Hokkien :p I'm not old-minded but I just find hokkien songs very meaningful and nice that I realy enjoyed in singing hokkien songs. It was very exciting though :p standing on the sofa, holding the mic, dance and shake here and there, we had gone mad :p

Well, I have to back to study after the relaxations. A lot of revisions are awaiting me to be completed T.T Chaoz :p