I have been asked :
Where's your courage?
Where's your confidence?
You face everything with courage full of confidence since you were small
But where's all gone?
Your hand seemed spoiled.
My mouth,
Numbed.
Ya, it's the truth,
I was a gal who always full of confidence for whatsoever thing
But what happen to me nowadays?
I seemed defeated.
Days to days,
My confidence is losing from me
Until I feel myself not really do that well in my every STPM paper.
His word to me :
Your future is in your hand,
You must not be discouraged by people easily,
Must believe in yourself, don't give up easily,
You can do it, even much better
PA & Bio paper over
Bengkak hand
Pen ink halved
Wish me luck for tomorow chemistry paper ^^
Die hard for A?
I had never heard Barrack Obama say he can become Mr. President because he get A in his study.
Issac Newton had never sit STPM before.
Thomas Alva Edison didn't create a bulb with A.
Why we need A?
Goal, for sure.
Motivation, for sure.
Recognition, for sure.
Please remember,
Determination will decide your future, your success, not A.
Laevo
The first day, yet,
Defeated my confidence.
Holding the pen,
Full of confidence,
But it ended with tears.
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Why was I so careless?
A slight careless,
A slight neglact,
My 15 marks gone!!
Totally gone!!
To zero!!
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I knew it!!
I understood!!
But why...
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The 15 marks, means a lot,
It could grade you from A to B,
From 4.0 to 3.0 or 2.0 +,
Could determine your future!
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Now, I have to pay double or even triple efforts,
To get back what I had lost,
I have to gain back the marks from other papers,
Give me strength.
I can do it...
Jia you!
** All the best to STPM & SPM-RIANS... Don;t be careless like me, there's no chance for you to regret.
My mum just came back from Hokkaido of 7 days 6 nights trip
According to mum, things over there are super duper expensive
Still, I got present, somehow :p
Here it goes :
Of cause this is not my present, my mum bought this, but i got the free gift!!!!.
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This!!!! Looks nothing special right?? :p.
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DENG DENG DENG DENG!!! MP3!!! ^^
Pulse cleaner, which is only available in JAPAN!! :P cost Rm 100 ++ -.-
My little cutie sandals from HOKKAIDO :p i like it ^^
Shirt shirt from hokkaido
This two magnets which cost RM 50 ++ each -.-
This lagi expensive -.- Forgot the price -.- It's proven the standard living of JAPAN is so high!!!There are some biscuits, nuts and others food, no photos are taken for it though it's delicious :p
** My mum is so sick at this moment after came back from HOKKAIDO. She has a terrible cough that caused her to muscleache and tears shed when coughing, nearly suffocated!! Hope she will recover very very soon..
Alright, it's indeed a memorable week after all
Laevo back from his uni during his study week
One of our lunch - BBQ PLAZA, which is our favourite
Appeton Weight Gain!!!!! Of coz I'm not the one who taking this :pIs Laevo shen ^^ Have to rely in this kinda thing to gain weight!!!
I wanna lose weight, but he wanna gain weight -.-
"Part" of the dim sum eaten by we two
Thislah yang makan Appeton weight gain!!! :pAfter spending days with him,
It's time for him to back to his uni,
For his final exam,
Again, the separating moment visited.
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It's not feeling good at all,
For the every moment we got to be separated,
It's a mingle of feeling,
Where the tears will shed uncontrobably.
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The to and fro journey of 700km,
From Klg to J.B, again from JB to Klg,
It's not relaxing but tiring instead,
This made me rather understand the tiredness of him,
Each time he back from JB to klang by bus, just for me.
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Hands holded tightly,
Feeling of hard to be separated,
Along the journey for few hours,
Never released.
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When back home,
Seeing his things,
Realising he's not beside me,
My heart - sour,
My eyes - welled,
My brain - fulled of his images and the moments we spent together,
This made me rather rather rather miss him.
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I believe,
Besides my mother,
There's no one in the world can treat me better than him,
All the way, barriers, distances, time,
MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP EVEN MUCH STRONGER
Thanks GOD - for him
~ S.H.M.I.L.Y ~
When having dinner with jean, I saw this!!!The two rainbows!! It's really............. Beautiful..........
It's all MEMORABLE for things that happened in this week
I got RM 1000 from laevo shen!! :p wakaka ^^ He just got $$$$ from YAYASAN?? PTPTN?? JPA??
But heres only RM 500 T.T
According to him, he's going give me "by installment"
To avoid OVERSPENDING!!!!!! Ishhhh........
Still feeling good :p I got cash!!!!
Out of sudden!! T.T
Wakakaka :p
Happy me :p
I'm seriously struggling for the coming STPM2 weeks ++ seems not really enough for me to complete every subjects
I'm so tired, gotta puke when I saw my table and my books!!
I need strength!!
Brain juice and brain cells killed
I look extremely pale nowadays
Please save me!
I used to be confident always,
But why my confidence gone for this time??
Am I so easily get defeated this time??
I just got three of the special ever presents for today, from
1. LAEVO 2. MY MOTHER 3. HIS MOTHER
The best ever present from Laevo - He scored FULL mark for his MATHS TEST in uni!!
For those who knows him, it's the fact that MATH is the weakest subject he had ever hate that he did even failed for his STPM MATHS T which caused his CGPA drop till...
Who will believe that a fellow that don't even have the basic for maths will score FULL MARK in the higher level of MATH in university??
It's not miracle though, it's the hard work that he paid off! When I got the mms from him, I was so touched and happy that his efforts really paid off!! This has proven that hard work is much mysterious than miracle!
***** Who knows the fact that, he was actually "dumped" me aside for 2 days to struggle in this tests T.T pity me... But luckily he didn't disappoint me :p
IMPOSSIBLE = I. M. POSSIBLE
Secondly
I was asked by laevo's mum to accompany her to choose her spec ^^ I never expected that I came back with harvest too :p
In the process of choosing the most suitable spec for her, I saw one black framed spec and unintentionally + automatically + fatedly, I wore it on my face.
Here's the conversation goes :
L's mum : Hey, you look nice with that spec!!
Ryn : Ha? I just simply saw it and simply wear it :p
L's mum : This spec suit you, I buy for you!!
Ryn : (Stunned) Ha?? What?? Don't want la!! I'm here to choose spec for you, not buying spec
L's mum : Nvm, I buy for you as I wanted to buy you a present very long ago but dono what you like, since this spec suit you, just take it.
Ryn : (Pai seh-ing).. How come like that...
L's mum : Taoke!! How much this spec?
Taoke : RM 120
L's mum : (Whispering) Quite cheap ho? :p
Ryn : Hahaha... Ya lo ^^
L's mum : Taoke!! No discount ka?? I buy 3 spec from you!
(Haggling for long time)
Taoke : argh... ok la ok la!! Rm 100
Ryn + L's mum : (GRINNED)
Here it's!! The spec bought for me by laevo's mother :P
Side view
Adhered on my face :pThirdly
I just got this bear from my mum out of sudden!! :p
Thanks for the SPECIAL EVER PRESENTS today!!!
While every STPM candidates are busying engross on their preparation, I just had a day break for myself and Jean Nie with some entertainments :p Here it goes :
BBQ plaza, family pork set 
K-yeng -.-
stoned -.-
Wohoo!!! Yeng kan?? :p
Here's my time!!!! "K" time!! :p
Photos below taken out of boredness when I waiting somebody doing some "necessary" things in "certain" place :p
SECTION 2
LaevoHere's some "down syndrome" photos of him :p
HAHAHA!!!! THE CONSEQUENCES OF NOT SERIOUSING WHEN TAKING PHOTO WITH ME!! :p POST IT IN MY BLOG!!! ^^
The first day of school opening after one week plus of holiday at home ^^
For sure, I went to school just for the last MPPTE of my form 6 life :p wakakaka
Here's some photos :
The first picture captured with my half of the face covered Before the event commenced, here's the laughters and the sampat gang's picture :P
Leong chin and chee hsian
Three of us ^^
The gang of sampat and laughters :P
Proven?? :p
The emcee of the event
President of MPPTE
Bekas president of MTE
Opening ceremony
One of the most funny performance, a gang of "AH GUA"? :pThe "SS" MACHY'S photo
Vwen (the kind girl) and ryn :p
Ryn and chee ling ^^
The siao po!!! :P not me, is JOCELYN!! ^^
Chi Kar
This guy is the one who likes to fool me since lower 6 :p
Tuck chun, one of the twins :p
THIS!!!! Chong Tat!! The one who likes to suan me!! :p We are fated to be friend, the first day v know each other den we become very close :P
Hew Hew, chooi wuen and ryn ^^ Also the playful one :P
This!! The buddy of mine, a really best friend that I glad to know :p
The buddy!! aka ponteng queens :P
SS-ING
OKIE!! Coming soon will be the most sampat photo I have ever seen!! Ter snap by someone which I somehow, nearly couldn't recognised -.-
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Here!!!! T.TEND
Thanks my Laevo, for the first ever post in my blog for me
I was wondering why you wanted my password and address for my blogger
Here's the outcome - the previous post ^^
Appreciate whatsoever u have done ^^
Thanks to my relative,
For the house-cooked dinner today,
It was soooo delicious,
Maybe I used to eat outside,
Seldom get to eat house-cooked meal,
It's totally different taste and feeling :p
I MISS....
the time we together
having fun
laugh
joy
LOVE THE MOMENT....
we hold each other hands
keep your image in my eyes
having your soul in my chest
feel your fahrenheit
TEARS DROP....
when
applying university
preparing luggages
the night before leave
& when thinking you here
LAUGH...
because
you happy
you smile
you are with me
THANKS....
God
for the happiness
the joy
from you
APPRECIATE...
the time
just for
you and me
known as
laevo & ryn
From : Laevo shen
"Thing" descending,
Day per day,
From 20++
To 2 ++
Then... ZERO
At least ONE??
Dig out a minute?
Possible?
A very happy belated birthday to my buddy --> Lim Jean Nie
Sorry for the late post
This is the special + extraordinary + valueless HELLO KITTY birthday cake for you!! :p
So sorry I couldn't bring this cake for you due to my financial problem but I promise I will make it when I able to earn money!!
I hope you really happy and enjoy the day we celebrated with you, although not very special :p
Once again, Happy b'day and wish you all the best and "erhem erhem" becomes true as soon :p
I'll make this for you someday in future....Instead of
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this again :p
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Laevo knows what it means :p wakakaka....
Prayer stuffs :P held for moon cake festival ^^
Lantern lantern!!! I hang it!! ^^
Failed to light up... -.- factor -> wind blow
A bit "k-yeng"
future couple?? :p
The small little girl fell down when playing lantern. Little boy (my cousin's son) clearing for her :P
Serious-ing :p cute
Relatives
The kids**Wishing all the couples in the world stay strong in the relationship and happy forever :p
It has been a while for not updating any post.
Still, 7 weeks to go before confronting the real STPM.
Trial results released, satiated as my hard works paid off for certain subjects
Addicted to play my gu zheng nowadays though it's not a suitable time
All my dear friends, strive for it!
Put away any relationship vexation, aim for your exam first,
It's once in ur lifetime, determining your future.
JIA YOU!
Watch this!!! Wohoo!!! This player is so amazing!!! I gotta learn this song!!! watch out!! :p
Gotta learn it right after my STPM!! definately!!
Using my zither here >>>>
I'm now blogging with such face... :p
** First, thanks so much for those who showed their concerns regarding the previous post via sms, chatbox, calls, msn and so on... I'm very fine now, things back to normal ^^
Well, had Italian food as our lunch in BBK with shendar :p Pictures will tell you guys in detail ^^
Turned for so many rounds, but no parking -.- Here we aim???
Ya no doubt!!! :p park as nobody saw :p
LASAGNAE
Fish and chips ^^ (recommended)
Spaghetti (recommended too) it's really nice :p***Two persons with three sets of meals.... How fulled it's!!!!
The consequence of parking at tempat orang cacat -.-
The consequence of parking at tempat orang cacat -.-
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Celaka betul... Tak kasi orang park den buat apa letak parking ni di situ?? Buat org hati gatal gatal nak park!!!! tak ada parking mer!!!!! -.-** Guess where the summone paper?? In dustbin :p soon will be a recycle paper :p wakakaka
Polis sendiri letak cermin hitam -.- sendiri pun tak pakai seat belt!!! lu lah yang langgar peraturan jln raya... lagi mau saman org... zzzz
Polis sendiri letak cermin hitam -.- sendiri pun tak pakai seat belt!!! lu lah yang langgar peraturan jln raya... lagi mau saman org... zzzz
It won't heal, it's not real,
But it is and it's bleeding.
The two pieces aren't meeting.
It hurts so badly,
Tears shedded uncontrollably, sadly,
Hoping it wouldn't happened again,
Hoping the stitched stitches won't break off easily, continuosly,
Isn't there sense in refixing?
As soon as I turn around
I scare,
It will be broken again.
Hoping it wouldn't happened again,
Hoping the stitched stitches won't break off easily, continuosly,
Isn't there sense in refixing?
As soon as I turn around
I scare,
It will be broken again.
Just came back from a family + relatives dinner. Btw, this post is all about me and my cousin's son photo :p no pictures related to the food :p
His name is Riodern ^^ Chun name?? :p
Cute ya?? aged 5 years old :p
Look blurred blurred?? :pHere come some acting & pattern banyak banyak photos of him ^^
Dancing?? He post it to let me take his pic!!!
What's he doing??
Cheese... ^^
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Disco-ing?? Feng a feng a feng?? :pEND
LAEVO & DEXTRO MACARONI'S DAY!!!!
Here it's!! ^^ don't despise these tiny thingy!!! A little bit of it will make you full tilllllll!!!!!!
On the way.......
Who's that serious looking so called chef?? :pAttached below are the photos of serious + acting pattern of laevo chef!! :p
Testing testing?? :p
Oh gosh... my childish + blur blur shendar.... the "just woken up" face looked punchy@@Attached below are the things that I contributed in the whole process :p
(A lot you know??? The first time in my entire life of 19 years!!)
Slices of potatoes :p looked weird ya?? I got teased by laevo!!! -.-
The most wonderful!! :p I made de lei.... :p ring ring hot dog look cute ya?? :p laevo summo hiam very tebal... kanasai... He dono I sliced till so hard T.T
Progressing :p
The very pai jiak mushroom soup!!! seriously... -.- too much water added!!! Clarification : PRODUCED BY LAEVO!!! not ryn ryn :p
The end product :p look yummy?? It's really yummy actually :p
just for two person meals :p
Laevo's daddy, mummy, and brother :p They dono I curi curi took this photo :p When I showed to his mother, guess what?? she yelled and laughed, asked me to delete!!! :p wakakakaka.....
Photo taken when they were watching liang po po??
Sleeping-looking laevo?? actually not... just the angle ^^
I blog this post, while chatting and cam cam with the so called macaroni chef for today :p
Okie, here's the answer for the "CHEF"
The end product :p look yummy?? It's really yummy actually :p
just for two person meals :p
Laevo's daddy, mummy, and brother :p They dono I curi curi took this photo :p When I showed to his mother, guess what?? she yelled and laughed, asked me to delete!!! :p wakakakaka.....
Photo taken when they were watching liang po po??
Sleeping-looking laevo?? actually not... just the angle ^^
I blog this post, while chatting and cam cam with the so called macaroni chef for today :p
Okie, here's the answer for the "CHEF"
He kept asking me how the taste for the macaroni today :p
The whole day!!!
I guess.... more than 100 times :p
Ranking : 80%
20% for the space of improvement :p
Thanks for it today ^^
Very happy for today, not only the macaroni, but the other thing that only we both knew ^^
Seriously it tasted nice and much better than the previous one... :p
The previous one, really hard to swallow :p
Wakakaka @@
Night!!
I watched this movie today with shendar :p
The cinema fulled of laugh sound!!
For me, this movie not bad la...
As usual.. got many"lim bei" this kinda word :p
The most impressed thing - the first time sg came out with ghost movie?? haha... ^^
Captured this interior look of my "sport car" yesterday :p look chun?? :p
These are the ingredients for spaghetti cooking bought by shendar :p We going to cook spaghetti tomorrow!!! ^^ Hope it'll be nicer then last time :pJIA YOU LAEVO & DEXTRO!! ^^
My trial is offically over!!!!!!
I had been suffering for weeks,
Sleepless night!!
Tensed up just for the examzzzz!!!!
And now!!
I'm just like a bird released from the bird case!!!
I'm freed from books!!!!!!
FOR ONE WEEK!!! zzzZZZZ
only..... T.T
Okie,
At least I have one week rest,
Before confronting the real STPM!!!
Should satisfy... -.-
Guess what!!
My shendar just came back!!
We have not been seeing each other for one month!!!!
Gotta meet very soon :p
Gotta watch movie!!
Chaoz!! ^^
I had been suffering for weeks,
Sleepless night!!
Tensed up just for the examzzzz!!!!
And now!!
I'm just like a bird released from the bird case!!!
I'm freed from books!!!!!!
FOR ONE WEEK!!! zzzZZZZ
only..... T.T
Okie,
At least I have one week rest,
Before confronting the real STPM!!!
Should satisfy... -.-
Guess what!!
My shendar just came back!!
We have not been seeing each other for one month!!!!
Gotta meet very soon :p
Gotta watch movie!!
Chaoz!! ^^
The outcome of Insomnia yesterday..
camwhored with cream on the faceTHE FIRST PISSED OFF MATTER
As all well known that ,
The route in Klang had been changed thoroughly
Thus making the motorcyclist and drivers fuming!!
Duno what the "ki hiao" JPJ doing all these, making complications and confusions -.-
I passed by Jalan Nanas, the road beside Public Bank,
Without knowing the route had been changed to one way in opposite direction,
I drove like usual and nearly bang a coming car!!
I HON till like hell assuming I was the correct one!!
Mana tau at the most front,
There was one sign board "JALAN SEHALA" (in opposite direction compared to previous one)
Conclusion : The first accident was successfully and safely avoided..
THE SECOND PISSED OFF MATTER
(accident failed to be avoided)
(accident failed to be avoided)
My sport car!!! Became SCRATCHES CAR!!!On the way back home,
Upon reaching,
There was a indian motorcyclist,
Aged 17,form 5 (I guess) in my front left!
Without wearing helmet,
Without putting signal,
Without any notices,
Without looking at the side mirror,
He turned right to make a U turn out of sudden!!!!
BANG!!!!!
DI.....................................(my hon)
He fall on the floor with his motor!
I opened my car door and scolded him!
His gang of friends were beside my door -.-
How if they take out "sumthing" and killed me???
"Eh!! Lu ini orang macam mana pakai motor?!!!"
"Lu tak nampak ada kereta dekat belakang ka!!"
Haven finished scolding, he ride his motor and ran away with his gang of frens!!!!!
End product, I could only jotted down his motor plate number!!
BKE 9766!!!
In fact,
The motorcyclist should thanks me for not driving dangerously but slowly instead,
Else the left over will be the remains of his body and the wretched motor!
He would have try the feeling of "FLYING ON THE AIR" !!
I couldn't do anything or make police report,
Because I guess he's staying near my housing area,
Later cari pasal saya pulak -.-
Damn you!!
THE THIRD PISSED OFF MATTER
Instead of humbling,
Many would have acting snobbishly!!!
And so, many of them are so selfish!!
When they need you, they smile to you,
When they don't need you, even they pass by your side,
They wouldn't have even hail to you!
There are also people who thought their good result is everything and acting snobbish there!
There are nothing memorable in these 1 1/2 years in high school,
I guess the day I graduate from high school,
I wouldn't have shed a single tears!!
But happy instead!!
The reason why I also absent to school?
Why I always late to school?
Why I just cant stay in the class?
Why I'll keep missing my form 5 banana family? (The class I most treasure)
My friendsssss!!! They are so good!!
Reason very simple, selfish people are elsewhere!
As jean said, she's regret of transferring to high skul!
Of course,
There are people who exempted,
They willing to help you, wouldn't back stab you!
But saddening they are in the minor part of all!
I'm sure that these kind of people who doesn't know to behave humble,
They would have lack of socialisation,
Surely they'll have a tough life in future,
Still, thankss for revealing the sorts of people in this world ^^
Here's the one of the FEW memorable moment's picture which I got it recently :p
During Hari Sukan Perbarisan
This photo taken months ago..........**************
The message as shown below was sent to me by shendar :
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"Ray Kroc said :If it's below their dignity to mop floors, clean toilets and roll up their sleeves, then they are not going to succced : Attitude is wrong.
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Laevo says : If it's below our dignity to understand each others. improve ourselves and work hard for ours' future, then we do not qualify to build a happy and warm family in future : our love is just a shit. So, I will prove that my love towards you is REAL and not just a word, but an action. "
Lately,
We seldom talked on phone,
Seldom msg-ing,
But we do cam cam everyday.
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The fewest message in one day,
Could be only 2 messages,
I knew,
We both struggling for our exam.
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I'm having my trial,
And you are having your mid sem test.
There are sorts of test, quiz, asssignments awaiting you.
Sometimes, you stay late for your revision.
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Being a girlfriend,
I have to be understanding,
You have less time for me,
Because of your studies.
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Never mind,
Just to remind you,
Do take care of your health,
Don't ever fall sick again just of studies.
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We have to work hard,
Jia you in studies and everything,
This is our promise,
It will never be forgotten!
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** Awaiting for 17 sept 2009. I gotta miss you a lot...
How dare I missed out this leng lui photo!!!! Ish...
Pai seh ya scorpionzz :p wohoo...
This girl! Super duper smart!
Nothing can defeat her actually... ^^
Undeniable, she's getting prettier and fair!!
She's so cute and her smile really charming enuf!
Hey girl! Jia you in your exam ya??
Thanks for ur wishes to me,
I'll try my best in my coming STPM!!
I gotta miss you, I hope you do ^^
Take care!!
Muackss!!
Let me introduce this pretty and glamorous lady!!
This is CHARMAINE YEONG!!
She's leaving to abroad on 19th sept 2009 to further her studies.. T.T
Again, she's leaving after my lovely XIN YI!!
I gotta miss you two so much!!!
Well,
She just organised one farewell party at her house!!
All the way, she just kept grumbling she's not a good organiser for any party and event!!
For me, instead! I have to thank her!!
She brought me back to my 5S5!!
I miss all of my classmates so much!
In this party,
I got the feel being back to this 5S5,
Which is the best ever class in my entire life!!
THE BANANA FAMILY, never be forgotten!!
Thanks charmaine,
We really enjoyed in that party!
I'm so sad you gotta leaving,
I no longer seeing ur cute, pretty, charming face for long time,
Miss that moment I window shopping with you in Langkawi trip!!
Maine,
Promise us that you must take good care of urself there,
Please don lost contact with us!!
We really will miss u a lot!!
Muackss!!
Here are some of the photo taken :p
The photo I like the most ^^ with hew lii!!
Wei shan, michelle, may chee & ryn ryn ^^There will be two post for today, especially for two person...
1. Charmaine Yeong
2. My shendar
TO BE CONTINUED
YESTERDAY
While waiting for tuition at 4.30pm,
Instead of back home after skul,
We planned to stay in skul,
Study for next day chemistry paper.
BUT,
Thing did no go as what we had planned,
After half and hour staying in class right after skul,
Suddenly feel very tired but wanna SING OUT LOUD!
Just one CO-AGGREMENT
"Feel like wanna sing!"
"Eh! I also lei!! Gia lo!"
With this,
Tuition canceled, revision canceled, resting canceled, exam being FORGOTTEN!!
Me and jean, Proceeded to"GREENBOX'!!!!
From 2 15pm - 6.15pm,
We sang non-stop!!!
Eat non - stop!!
But only cost us RM 10.35 each person!! Worth it!!
Exam?? Chemistry paper? Equations? Compound? Nanti lah!! :p
Feel so energetic at that moment,
Even though we din sleep for 2 nights,
Just to prepare for our exam -.-
Damn dizzy!!
Back home, study for few page,
Sleepy ed?? Slept at 12am (the earliest in these few days)
Ended up this morning,
Mang zhang like hell!!!
Used that little time tried to flip flop for few chapters!
Luckily,
I somehow knew how to answer!!
Biology- studied the most, but dun't think wil score well -.-
Chemistry - Not really studied much? Can score better -.-
Proven that last minute study better? Dunit study so much? :P
TODAY
After chemistry exam,
While almost all of them rushed back,
To prepare for maths paper tommorow,
Me and jean went to eat DIM SUM!!!!
Hahaha ^^ So delicious!!
CONCLUSION
Donit study, donit tension,
Works at last minute better ^^
That's why,
I'm here blogging, Studying??? later la...
See whether tommorrow I can do better or not??? :p
[JOKE]
The dim sum we had today :p
From shendar's mum :p she knows I like mango??? ^^
From shendar's mum too :P Kam siah ^^
I changed new car recently from
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Hahaha... maybe sumday in future?? :P captured dis car which resembles my car plate number in sumwhere else ^^
Well, I did something meaningful today.. feeling relieved and happy after sending my uncle to hospital for operation to take out the screws on his leg bone!!! which had been dragged for 2 years since the appointment date!! Now he's safely came out from the operation room! Amithaba......
I'm struggling for my bio paper 2 tomoro.. wish me luck!!
I just came back from a functional dinner ^^
Here's the camwhored pictures using webcam before attending the dinner :P
I attended the Hua Hee Karaoke Semi Final yesterday at klang parade, it made me hati gatal gatal cause I can't take part during the audition T.T Well... some of the contestants really geng but some of themm... er... so so la.. :p
Fei Bi & Jason ^^ The fei bi was sooooooooo funny!!! She's so natural!!!
Crowded -.- which I have to squeeze and sit v the small childrens :p
The judgers
SS-ing Jason
The pattern paling banyak de contestant :p
He's not contestant!!! Just a very chubby and cute baby :p
Notice the tallest girl!! She looks so soft at this pic rite?? hold......
Deng X4!!! She's sooo hot and sexy!!! She has the model look and very very good in singing!!! She shocked the audiences in the 2nd round with her dances!!! She got a lot of fans right after the dances!!!
The youngest!! quite good in singing... but got defeated by the highest mark contestant in the PK round T.T She looks so confident and not tension at all...
The highest... not very fancy him actually... :p
Here's the winners :p The sexy girl included!!! oh yes!!! :p
I was so happy,
When I got to know,
ASTRO HUA HEE DAI is orgainising a hokkien singing contest,
At Meru, 3pm, near PIN CHOU KOPITIAM by tomorrow!!
I was so excited,
As I always hope to stand on the stage,
And sing out loud to everyone,
During a contest!!
But saddeningly,
My dream ruined,
Cause I'm having my STPM 2 months later,
And having trial now!!!
My mum advised me not to take part,
She said STPM is much important,
Singing contest can take it next time,
After I'm freed from exam.. T.T
Shendar, did tell me,
One's dream wouldn't stop,
For now,
I have to build up the basic (STPM),
To achieve my dream!
Yeah!!
STPM is once in my lifetime!!
Singing contest is elsewhere!!
When I'm alive,
I have chances!!
Chillss!!!
I have always optimistic@@
STPM!!!!!
I will defeat you!!!
This post is "EXCLUSIVELY" for my shendar ^^ Regarding the SS photos with his UNI frens :p
Pattern banyak banyak itu lah!!
Oh my gosh... don't split out you guys saliva!!! Polluting man!! :P
Acting sini sana pulak :p
Yi ye puik!!!! YAK PI SAI!!!Conclusion, which one is my shendar? ^^
Ans : The pattern paling banyak punya fellow.. :p (with yellow & black sleeve shirt)
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I just watched a scene
A couple, both of them know, they love each other, deeply.
One day, they argued profusely.
The boy revealed that in his mind,
The girl is immature, childish, lausy than ever.
These words, pierced into the girl's heart.
The girl questioning herself if she's that bad?
She's wondering if what the boy said was from the bottom of his heart?
Will the relationship last if she's NOTHING and just a shit for that boy?
Before the further elaboration, I would to acknowledge something! To kebajikan juniors, you guys really well done!!! Seriously I really attended a nice and great & "GENUINE" MP today!!
Although the foods were not "HO LIAO", but I did see their sincerity and hard work in organising the last MP for seniors!!
I think juniors from kebajikan should be awarded for the NICEST & BEST EVER invitation card & souvenior!! SERIOUSLY!!
Here's some photos :
3 of them having difficulties in cleaning the cups? :p
The ravenous group :p Why I said that? Foods that can't be finished, when send to our table, KOSONG FINALLY!!
SS!!
Ryn and hew hew :p
Cheese!!
Photo sendiri... (means? ss sendiri -.-)
The dishes :p
Ryn and chee kar :P
Ryn and the EX president :P jian jong
What happened?? he looked so suffer?? for what??
Wen Qiang was actually trying to finish the vege so that it's not wasted..
Seniorss...
Seniors and juniors
DIY souvenior!!! Look great rite???
SURPRISE from juniors!!!!!!!!
merdeka boy!!
Happy b'day to sian hui and JJ!! :P
I MADE A WISE DECISION TODAY!!!
Instead of renewing a battery for my watch which cost me RM 8, I bought a new watch which only cost me RM 9.90 with battery included!!! :P Summo is shendar favourite color ^^
The picture of new watch shown above. Thereon, I don't have to be teased by shendar for wearing the previous black watch presented by my uncle!! T.T
Now, I have these collections :P*** There are expressions I would like to throw in the next post!! Now I have to get ready for the Kebajikan MP tonight. Next post will be updated with the feelings and photos of MP!
~TO BE CONTINUED~
DIM SUM SESSION
SS first before going dim sum :pHad dim sum with classmates at MEI XIM ^^ It's quite nice and cheap which cost us only RM 39.80!!! But our stomach was fulfilled!!
Yee wei and chee ling :p
Dim sumss (photo taken by jeannie^^)
compared with the previous photo, obviously the capturing skill had proven this lausy technique picture was taken by me T.T
Jeannie and face halved chee ling :p
Wohoo!! Six baskets ^^TENNIS MP SESSION
Comes some camwhore before the mp :p
OK!! STOPPED!! TOO MANY!! :p
This elegance bar in NEWAY ^^ (the place tennis mp being held)
But when compared to my house one T.T
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Here it's T.T Not elegance enuf T.TBut there are sumthing in my house which NEWAY DONT HAVE!!!! ^^
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THIS!!! minichure of perfumesss!!!&
Minichure of alcohol!! :p
Seniorss and juniors^^Buffet in neway, hmm.... so so la... sound system.... not really good actually.... But we ss and enjoyed quite happily among us :p
Happy birthday to JACQUELINE, YEN LOO & JIA YANG ^^
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I'm now, bloggign in meru station one ^^ Photo captured by shendar :p
things become shocking when you were to know, me and shendar(only) eat soo manyyyy foods... :p
This quite nice :p
Me and jean nie ^^
photo taken by jean
Jean said this pic very natural? :p
Me and chee ling :p
The top truant-players in 6A4 :P
Ponteng queens :p
Cheers ^^
My face was being sandwiched T.T
Friends forever :p
This cilaka car!! got scolded because "curi" shendar's parking while he had waited for quite a while accordingly :P
Received invitation cards for MP ^^ monday!! neway!! :p
The best and nicest ever invitation card
The interior ^^
This was the outcome of being too bored today :p
Shocked??? :P
Here's the more shocking and irritating photos captured using webcam :p
Deformed mouth -.-
Deaf?
The cap looks real? But it was effect of editting :p
I like this background :p
Like this too ^^
Wohoo!! Bombarded hair :p
Want fight with me?? wrestling???
alamak.... looks freaking oldish man....
Ryn with "sexy" beard :p
Shendar said I look like pig with this hair style T.T zzzz
Oh shit... Cant believe it's me :p
Imagine ryn with this hair style :p
Shendar said I look like pig with this hair style T.T zzzz
Oh shit... Cant believe it's me :p
Imagine ryn with this hair style :p
Here's the "TI KI" pattern of shendar :P
Had my MD at the newly opened Setia Alam :P I like french fries ^^
On the way going back, I saw this sight -.- Nowadays, the goats are not eating grasses but RUBBISHES instead!!
My classmate :p sleeping with this superman pose :p hahaha... he was evoked and gotta killed when I showed him this picture :P
From A &W.. Seriously it tasted not really nice -.-
But this was so niceeeee :p
Notice it!!! the way the lily candle open up when it was being lighten up by me!! What made things amazed - this was the first time where it opened up such a way!! Never happened before in decades!! :p
Something very ridiculous happened yesterday :p
Here's the matter when I went to photostat the report at koperasi and a small little cutie boy (I guess form 1 or 2) came towards me :
Boy : Er.. Hie! My friend wants your number, he wants to befriend with you, can you give him your number?
Ryn : har? What? Your friend? What's his name? form?
Boy : His name is XXX ( I forgot) and form one.
Ryn :(laughing) Do you know I form wat?
Boy : Ya know. You form 6, 19 years old. But he stil want to befriend with you and get your number.
Ryn : haha..next time only see how la.. I have to go to my class... chao first, babye!
Boy : (RUN OFF)
A form one small little boy, wants to take my num?? Hahaha.. for me, it's bit... weird?? :P
Cant deny, there are sorts of people in this world,
I just wanted to throw the shits to them!
I had a very sick since saturday,
But I have to attend to class with such bloody dizzy condition.
This was all because of the cantenkerous teacher,
To whom would show her browbeating criticism,
If I were to skip her monthly test today!
While I was doing the last revision before confronting the exam,
I had been told that the bloody test was being cancelled without any reasons!!
This made me gone mad as I purposely come to school for the exam -.-
What evoked me was the way she taught the lesson.
I was wandering how could there be,
Such an irresponsible teacher exists in this world!!
Teach with such a freaking "kiam pa" attitude!
The sentences below will prove it:
"I think I do not have to teach,
As I know all of you having tuition outside,
and I guess you guys know and do not need I teach,
I haven finish the syllabus,
But I have to finish it,
Just for my "SATISFICATION"!!"
SWEAT...............GG......... DARN IT!!
Another case here,
I'm sooooooo PROUD of being JEALOUS by others!!
Know why? Very simple.
You think yourself LAUSY than me,
That's why you need to jealous me.
If you think youself better than me,
What for you jealous?
Am I right??
I'm so thanksful to my beautiful mummy,
Who born me with a powdered-like and fair skin texture,
Until I got "BLAMED" by you that I make up to school everyday??
With applied foundation??
It's sooooooo ridiculous babe!
I guess you are the one who always putting cream on your whole face,
In order to cure your pimples or making your face fair enough??
Lame you...
No doubt,
I have an eyeliner on my eyes,
But that was years ago and I have to clarify,
That's tatooed eyeline which cant be washed off.
Overall, I don think I have to be one of the daily topic alright.
I was the miss rumah for the sports day.
Any problem??
Do I have to get permission from you?
If you are qualified,
You will be chosen to be the miss rumah.
Sooooo???
Whether I qualified or not,
That's my problem,
I don't think there's any relation with you,
Since you are not the same rumah with me?
Overall,
I wouldn't mind what you had gossiped about me,
If you were to be my friend,
My world is always welcomed for you,
But if you were to backstabbed me,
Please fuck off yourself!!
Although I still proud for being jealoused :P
Thanks you so much,
for letting me know that you are actually admitting I'm much better than you! ^^
(I hope "YOU" read my blog now, seriously I so excited ^^)
Well, I just do not want to waste this chance to let you jealous me once again :P
I'm taking this opportunity to thanks shendar for being "Doctor Tay" since saturday when I was having a terrible sick and fever.
All the way, he just cared me during the period, finding everywhere to get panadol, trying to send me to doctor, run here and there, accompany to "perspire" :P Got me 100 plus, soluble panadol, cooling system water.... with all of this, I skipped doctor and recovered :p Thanks ^^
Done!! Finished expressing!! Chaoz... :P
shendar just bought this (dell studio 15) :p
the interior look
I got this as the side gift :p never ever despise this small aeroplane ok??!! it's very useful ok?? got staple, glue, scissor, eraser, sharpener nad obviously, cellophone tape :p
Another gift from shendar!! the content (webcam) was being taken out and installed :p
dun look at the ah ma!!!! but the price instead!! this cost him RM 110 -.- thanks :p
By the way, I had a very wretched days for this week!!
~ I just sesat jalan in KLANG!!!! i was being teased by shendar T.T It's very scary ok?? I was on the way back to home using shapadu highway. Due to some curiousity, I wanted to use an alternative way in which I thought it would probably be nearer?? Okie, here's come... I drove lonely at that 10pm, drove and drove all the highway, intended to back home. But the highway jus keep forwarding without any turning, the side board was fooling me as it made me blurred.... The road, getting darker, without lamp post, with few lorries, what I saw was trees at my both side!! I guess, I sesat!! I was so scare!!! I scare I cant come out from the unknown place!! My god, than a side board entered my sight, written bandar baru sultan suleiman?? pelabuhan klang utara?? shit!!! Where's all that.. I kept driving, turning, whispering amithaba so get I would be able to get out from this mysterious area!!! God blessed!! I came out after 40 mins in this sucks area!! I swear!! I wouldn't drive thru this road again lonely!!! I almost cried out... T.T It was not funny at alllllllllllllllllll!!!!
~ Cant deny some teachers are so such an irresponsible!! In their mind, they are always the correct one!! bull shit!! They see things superficially, judge things without deep understanding, convicted one's without giving chances for explanation!! Actually, her standard and teaching method is really below standard!! But she stills reacting to be professional!! She knows, everyone hates her, but still... She feels she's good enuf!! My god!! You will be revenged someday in future, not me, but others!!
Before ending, show up some randomly first taken pictures from my webcam as a refreshment :P
Good night!! ^^
It just thrown me a bomb shell whenever I heard we are having our MP at "BABY SEAFOOD"!!
I just couldn't believed my ear when my vice told me this!
It doesn't mean I'm criticising the food cooked by "RESTAURANT BABY SEAFOOD"
Can you guys just let it to be something special instead of the normal dinner served usually with soup or vege or fish in a very bloody freaking crowded restaurant???
Or should I say can you guys just somehow, respect senior's last MP?
I was wondering if you guys know the meaning of MP?!
It's majlis perpisahan ok???
You guys expect seniors to chaoz after having a simply dinner without something special????
Things worsen when there was a request - " Senior, can donit souvenior ar?"
Oh my gosh!!! My goodness.......
We seniors, had been working hard for the clubs for one years plus, guiding you guys all the way, until you all got the posts, but we deemed not deserved a right MP!!
Let's imagine ok?? The previous MP I organised for my seniors, at RESTAURANT ITALY!! which cost us RM 600!!!
Recalling the interview session, when asked how they are going to do our MP. Wohooo!!! good suggestion... got western, got..................... But now?? aikss.... gg....
Hope there will be some improvement thereafter.....
The picture shown above is my left kidney. For readers who did read my last few posts, should know I was hospitalised for 8 days due to the condition above! It was suffering during the process of being diagnosed!!
My left kidney had grown a 4.0cm abscess due to the slight congenital kidney & urether abnormalities which then caused my kidney to swollen and freaking pain. But after consuming the bloody medicines after being discharged for 4 weeks, and after the check up yesterday, I'm hereby, OFFICIALLY DECLARE that I'm 100%, totally, fully, completely recovered!!!! :p The abscess had gone!! amithaba....
By the way, thankss for those who are concerning, I'm in a very healthy state now, no worries :p
LOUIS Xiii, know what's it??
Deng x4!! An extraordinary alcohol which costed RM 6500!!!!
The bottle was made of genuine crystal. Notice the trophy-liked thingy?? It's used to seal the bottle, made of crystal too!! Looks very "marvellous" ya? :p
Sadly the contents of the RM 6500 is no longer exist now, mayb in MPK?? T.T the left over is the crystal made bottle -.-
Sadly the contents of the RM 6500 is no longer exist now, mayb in MPK?? T.T the left over is the crystal made bottle -.-
2 posts was being done for today, it's seperated as it was unrelated.
I feel myself, a not perfect girlfriend,
For my recklessness, not being understanding and observable enough.
I felt guilty, for what I did.
The bf, just returned, he promised to go Charity Night on saturday with me.
Because of the returning on friday, he had to rush the assignments in limited time.
He hardly slept for the few days, just to complete the assignments given, then, only he able to back on friday.
Before I knew he was actually rushing the asignments in order to meet me on friday,
I used to grumble for waiting his call til late night for "dono what he was actually doing".
Finally, he back on friday, yet, felt uncomfortable and fall sick terribly on saturday.
After consuming 2 tablets of panadols, he insisted to accompany me to charity night as promised.
When the event was being hold, he stayed strong and I didn't manage to notice that he was actually sick again after consuming the medicine for more than six hours.
When asked, he said "I'm ok" (smiling)
I touched his forehead, it was really hot!! I shocked and urged to see doctor.
Again, I can't accompany him to see doctor cause the clinic was crowded and I was rushed by mum to the second function!!
At that moment, I felt myself, undescribable
- The bf, keep reminding me to drink water while he sick so that I won suffer like him
-The bf, insisted of accompanying me as promised by staying strong though he was sick, but I failed to accompany him to see doctor
-The bf, while trying to be strong, I failed to notice he was actually very sick
-The bf, always try to do his best for me, but I will only know it at the very last.
-The bf, his maximum, always my minimum, but sometimes I can't even do "my minimum" for him
-The bf, loves me with his whole heart, using an unique loving way, using action not using mouth
-The bf, always bear my temper and forgiving me, not using an uneasy tone to talk to me, but I'm always the one using unpleasant tone to speak when I'm not in the right mood.
-The bf, always the first, try his best to help me, but sometimes I can't help him at all
So on........
I shed tears, when I recalled all these, especially what happened today.
When I recalled, I felt myself being too bad, not being understanding enough.
I guess, there's no one will treat me better than him,
I hope, it's not late for me to realise it now.
p/s
-I hope you will be able to recover soon.
-JJ, sorry for not helping you too much
-Kelab kebajikan, you guys tried your best, well done!
I had the rat dissection session few days ago. Late posting was due to packed schedule :p Let's the photos to be the talking :
Still-alive rats
Cutie, but had been killed T.T
Catching, will be killed soon -.- brave??
Putting into the tong
Here it's
killing agent
Oh it's me!!!!
Oughhhhh.........
killing in progress
used to stabilise the killed rat, what a pain -.-
dissection instruments
"coffin" of the killed rat
Owhhh!!! All had been killed!!!!
First dissection
Dissected
Bean-liked shaped heart
Trachea, lungs and heart
The corpses
Attended a prom with the given theme " NIGHT FEVER", all right, it was quite fever overall :p Everyone was enjoying in the whole event ^^ Well, I personally think that MICHAEL JOCELYN was the one who had the most joyful and surprised day overall. Something out of expectation happened, and dropped her into the pool of happiness ever :p I guess some gets what I'm trying to say, some don't really? hahaha....
At first, the prom was quite boring as we guest, have to wait quite long for the opening of ceremony. Cant deny that the ballroom where the prom being held, was small enough but that's not the main matter actually, it's the whole event which have to take into consideration. most of them just gone "INSANE!!" Congratulations to juniors, well done to you all!! Your hard work and efforts had been paid off :p JIA YOU!!
Camwhore session before going to the prom?? :p
Here it's
With jean nie!!!! The photographer of the day ^^
The so called MICHAEL JOCELYN, aka the hairdo winner for the prom & Leong chin :p
The ladies :p
It's this!!!!! Which made the M. jo had a bigggggggg surprises!!!!!! ^^ only the flower la weii.... not included the NIKON CAMERA!! :P
Wohoo!!!! You were caught!!! dunit to hide at one side to dance quietly~~ :p
huh?? Happy till smile till till till till till till ur teeth!!!!! Huggie oh?? ^^
The sweetest ever couple :p
Proven right?? :p told u already!!
Juniors, also the project leaders!!! huh!! hold hold hold hold!!! Picture being taken!! :p
ryn with the salty giam (chze hsian), the prom king!! ^^
Apa lu bikiniiiii.............???
All right, I was awarded the best dress awards :p Here's the present :p thanks maine!!!
opening in progress
Done!! MIAO MIAO???
CONGRATULATIONS TO THE FOLLOWING WINNERS FOR THE CATEGORY AS SHOWN BELOW :
Prom king : Ng chze hsian aka ah giam
Prom queen : Ng susin
Best couple : Bangkia & Strawberry (sorry bangkia, i missed this!! T.T)
Best dress : Lee sui leng aka ryn ryn (me!!!!) :p
Best hairdo : Jocelyn chai
~NIGHT FEVER ENDS~
I'm officially, no longer a president for my club anymore T.T I had been holding this post for one year. In this one year, I had gone through a lot of things, experienced things that wouldn't have it in my life. I'm so thanksful for the cooperation that had been given from my club's ajk, because of you guys, everything just gone smoothly :p Though there were hard times, barriers, but everything ended peacefully.
The new board for 09/10 was released. The new AJK, jia you!! It's not tough, just depends on the way you guys host it. Very sorry to juniors that had well committed but didn't get high post owing to some reasons. For the top sixz, you are allowed to get advises or helps from us in future if necessary ^^
Everthing just ended. I'm "waiting" for my MP :p Hope it's gotta be memorable and nice :p Here's some photos :
* AGM photos will be uploaded later as I don't have it right now :p There were games and fooling session during the interview and AGM, any offences, BEIANE :P
The interview session 
hahahha!!! I guess she will scold me for uploading this photo if she were to see this photo :p
Thanks yee wei, for helping me to buy :p and thankss to shendar too, for the "sponsoring" $$$ :p
Ryn's own hairdo for tomoro prom night ^^It's all here for this post. Kinda tired and sleepy -.- good night :p
Cant deny the fact,
I lurve singing so much,
It's simple,
No single vexation.
For me,
It's the way,
I could somehow,
Express my feelings.
When I sad,
I will cry when I sing,
When I'm happy or in ordinary mood,
Singing could help me chills up!
Yeah, it's very relax,
Especially when there are people,
Giving compliments for the way you sing,
It's SATIATED :P
Just like in this morning, I went to oldfolk home which was held by my juniors from Kelab kebajikan. Seeing that group of olden people, to whom they have to pass the end of their life lonely, without having their youngs by their side, it was indeed saddening.
We sang together, with the old ones, had our DIY sandwiches as lunch with them, accompanied them. I wish what we did today did achieve our mission, to send our love to the old ones. Yeah, from their smile on their face, I knew they were so happy :p I do hope that, the ah gongsss and ah massss there, will enjoy the end of their life, PEACEFULLY & HAPPILY ^^
Let the photos to talk :
Some camwhored pictures... :p
The day which my juniors organised the visit to ONE FM as their task
Upon reaching
Exciting? :p
3 of them, the manager? DJ?
Listening.... My juniors... carrying the packed food... pity.... ^^
The food.... Ish.... Not nice at all seriously... :p
The ONE FM DJ. On air!!
Chin Keong!!! U want to have it on ur nose too?? :p
WoW!!!! The future DJ?? :P one of the laughter in the group ^^
Oh my gosh... weird eyes....
According to the person in charge, this group was the group making the most terrible nuisance :p
Wohoo... acting?? Good posed!! My ow junior :p Task ketua
The second "actor" :p
Huh??? Third "actor"??
The visitorsssss ^^
Farhan and the FLY FM DJ, the DJ... wohoo!!! funny!!!!
Both of them was the FLY FM DJ.. Making jokes!!
Well... We managed to visit 3 places which were ONE FM, FLY FM, 8TV (8864). We got the chance to be on the TV!! LIVE!!! First ever :P Hmm... we were considered to be the most lucky wan :p Actually we were allowed to visit ONE FM only, but due to some fated lucks, we visited 3 places :p Overall, it's quite successfully though there were chaos earlier on ^^
The birthday girl - my cousin :p with her husband :p
Happy family :p
All the best to my juniors for the upcoming interview ^^ Good luck!!
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