The way I lead my life

The fact is always cruel, our life too, always full of challenges and barriers. Unexpected things always come with sudden, and sometimes we are unable to curb all of these. To be more particular, I'm talking about my cousin. She had a miserable and wretched life all along.

She had gone through the hardest time since she was born. Her hardware factory, had been closed after working for 4 months due to economic crisis, caused she and her husband lost nearly 400 thousand, the closing which associated with load of banking loans, followed by illnessses which unveiled recently and being retrenched by her company, all these come together at once which made her nearly suffocated. The condition worsen as she has three youngs to feed. In term of financial, we, as the next of kin, couldn't help out much, as all of them have their families to feed on too.

Seeing her welled eye and on the verge of tears, but trying to be strong in front of us by giving a smile, we were stunned into silence and did not know what respond should we give in return. Adults' world, is realy complicated. I just wish that you would be able to handle all these and be all right soon. The predicaments are indeed lead them a harsh life.

I started to appreciate my life now as a student, I do not need to be vexed of all these at this moment. The only pressure is solely on studies and exam even it's undeniable for us to have pressures and stresses in other aspects.

As for relaxation after being suffocated in our studies, me, jean, shan and wuen went to Green Box today :p We were realy joyed at there. We sang for 5 hours (still not enough), eat as much snacks as we can, no vexation, no study, no exam, no any other things in our mind. It's realy RELAX!! ^^ The only problem was, they did not know what I was singing T.T

I have to clarify the matter that it's not because of my singing skills :p but my songs language - Hokkien :p I'm not old-minded but I just find hokkien songs very meaningful and nice that I realy enjoyed in singing hokkien songs. It was very exciting though :p standing on the sofa, holding the mic, dance and shake here and there, we had gone mad :p

Well, I have to back to study after the relaxations. A lot of revisions are awaiting me to be completed T.T Chaoz :p

It dropped me a bombshell,
When I saw you were crying,
It was realy shocked to all of us,
As we have always think you are strong.

Everyone has their own way of studies,
It's solely depends how you are going handle it wisely,
No study hard, but study smart,
Remember.

In fact,
Nothing in this world is comparable,
Nor you and me,
But you, and yourself.

Remember that,
We are the same species,
What you are confronting,
So we do.

Be optimistic and think positively,
Take everything easy,
Try your best to reach your target,
But try not to give too much pressure for yourself.

Humans' emotions have always been masked,
But what friends for?
Don't hide it,
Confide to us and cry out loud!

Remember that we are always there for you, you are most welcomed to turn on us :) Do take care of yourself girl, all the best to you!

I had have a bloody MUET listening today due to the environmental and technical problems! The radio, which play the crucial role in our listening part, should be in the best and best condition! It could somehow determine the range of band, but the government is not compromising at all by using such an old and low quality radio! The MAXIMUM volume, is always our MINIMUM! We did not manage to listen to the f''''king craps the speaker was trying to speak =.=!!

The examinor in charge was trying to change the radio to another one but it was even more TERUK! The other expected radios were not functioning at all!!! Oh my gosh! Finally, we used back the first radio. When we were concentrating and carefully listening to what the speaker was talking about, here comes another problem. We were distracted by the nuisance of chairs and tables shifting from other classes. Those who sitting far away from the radio, aikss.. Hopefully you guys are blessed. I guess they totally cant listen to the speaker craps due to the super duper low quality and volume of the radio.

I was freaking peevish at that very moment. Ish.. The condition worsen when I was rushing here and there as I was late due to the inefficient radio that made us have to redo everything. =.=! Still, we did not realy do well =.= By the way, I was relaxed when I reached book valley where my friends were waiting for me :p Thanks for the once again belated celebration and the meal ^^ Sorry cause I couldn't make it on that day due to "certain circumtances" :p Good luck for those MUET candidates ^^

The happiness at this moment,
Is indeed unutterable,
My day was cheered and joyful,
It's all memorable.

Early and sincere wishes,
Surprised b'day celebration,
Shocked and touched presents,
An extraordinary, happened.

You guys efforts,
I knew and appreciate,
Sincerely,
From the bottom of my heart.

To all of you,
Believe me that I never expected,
My 19th b'day,
Will be such a wonderful and memorable.

At this moment,
At least I feel, I'm so blissful,
I'm glad, I'm happy, I'm thankful
To have you guys as my friends.

Shan, Jo, Yong, Wen, Man, Loon, K.tat, Jean - Your D.I.Y present, I like it tremendously

Shan - I saw your hardwork in making the present nicely.

Jean - Your surprise and "helps", thanks!! Realy!!

Shendar - Your everything, too much, I will appreciate & remember, always.

Classmates and others - Your wishes, celebrations, shocking presents, THANKS!

Family and relatives - Thanks for the dinner, presents and time for celebrations that you all had given to me!

The first ever present,
In my 2009 birthday,
Beside of thanks word,
Still, thank you.

I do appreciate what you did,
So as to make it memorable,
Your hardwork and sacrification,
It has been engraved in my heart, deeply.

Appreciations,
Not towards the material,
But your heart and actions,
I remember, always.

Willingness to set aside everything,
Make this day your priority,
I knew, I saw, I sensed,
Really, Thankss.

It has been a while since my last performance for chinese zither (tradisional music instrument). I received an emergency call from Su Sin last night, claimed that history quiz competition which will be held on the next day, needed tradisional performance urgently. She asked if I would like to do her a favour by performing. As we all well known that, it needs times for practice to be well performed on the stage, yet, I had been assigned with this task at last minute.

Well, I promised her so that her problem can be solved since it's not a huge task for me. It was around 9pm. I took 2 hours for practice that night, finished at 11pm. My hand was stoned, just couldn't goes well on the strings. Tired then =.=!! Sleep was the only antidote at that very moment :p Went to bed without thinking much of it.

Next morning, reached school at around 7.15am. Started to prepare and practicing at that very last minute in the "Bilik Persalinan Perempuan" which is behind of the stage. Oh my gosh! The first ever feeling -- the environment and the room was so much terror as if it's HAUNTED!! Ignoring, I just care my business :p

After waited for quite a long time for them to settle down the stuffs, performance started. Firstly I was quite nervous and somehow, my hand was shivering, it made me couldn't goes smooth and got stuck on the keys. By the way, things go well after few seconds and the stage was totally mine. I managed to play the songs completely and smoothly as last. Actually, I was satiated as Wee Wen, Shan, Su Sin, Kok thai and all of them managed to be the audience there as I thought they were being asked by teacher to continue their lessons in the class. Thankss you guys, for there to be my supporter, I'm glad of it and cheered when I heard some good comments from you guys after the performance.

Jean nie was one of the audience too while taking some of my pictures when I was performing on the stage :p Thankss girl ^^ Here are the photos taken by her.

Ada, ada, ada, ada, ada, tak ada.......... tak ada apa?? :p

Her photo-taking skills not bad right? :p Chaoz ^^

This is my third ever spec since I had my short sightedness :p For me, I'm satiated with it. Shendar claimed that I copied from him, kononnya :p Mine is much nicer den his one ^^ Well, it has no much differences from the previous one, still, half-framed but white in color. Suit me though, since I like white ^^


Reached school at around 9am today. Hmm.. quite normal for me nowadays :p Aikss... I was like..... School is my "house" -.- The car park's gate will be locked at 7.25am everyday to avoid lower form's students from playing truant. It brings problem for me instead (My car no place to park) T.T


Clever me, proceeded to main door to ask the favour from guard, the key holder. He then, asked my permission, to fetch him along to the car park. Without hesitation, I promised him and fetch him along. Here comes the matter, how could I be so reckless? As shendar said, how if he "does" something to me inside my car? =.=!! Ish... I'll never repeat it again, for my own safety. By the way, he gave me his handphone number, asked me to call him whenever I late to school next time so that he would be able to open the gate for me. Oh my gosh, he's just trying to give me chances to be late to school again :p Well, as a "good student", certainly I "wouldn't" take it as granted :p


It was quite ridiculous though, school management can be so good which beyond one's expectation :p Just all for today, chaoz ^^

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At night, something scared me and my mum. A little "lizard-like" snake visited my house. It just posed a "nice pose" and cat walk over there, but my mum scared of it and jumped onto the sofa and shouted :" Leng ar!!!! Snake snake snake............!!! Ye!!!! It's so terribly "geli"!! "How??!! Faster call someone to help us!!" Then I rushed to my mum to look how terrible the snake was

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I looked at the snake, then looked at my mum standing on the sofa, and then looked at the snake again. Oh my gosh, the so called snake was only lizard-sized.. Oh my dear mum, your size, the "snake" size.. comparable? You scare of it? hahaha :p Well, I didn't catch it until my relative reached to settle it as I scare it might poisonous. Finally, we bid adieu to the small-little-cute snake :p My mum was relieved then, else I think she'll hardly has a sweet dream that night :p

On the other hand, I'll be getting a new spec tomorrow (monday). Feeling dizzy for few days and I have been asked to check for the degree of my short sightedness. I was shocked as it has increased double. Ish.. No wonder I always headache -.- Anyway, I'm satiated with my new spec. Hie my new spec, I'm coming :p See you tomorrow! ^^

Doraemon??

Ultraman??

By the well, still... Thankss mum! :p I'll keep it though.. ^^

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I'm freaking deadly tired at this moment. I had have a "migraine" from morning till now, my head or brain was like poked by something and made me just couldn't concentrate in whatsoever things that I going to do. It became worsen when something lame things happenned just now and made me moodless. It was small matter though but it realy frustrated me which made something unexpected ensued. I realy hope all these things will stop from now on as I think it will only worsen certain matter that someone might understand what I'm trying to say. It brings no benefits.

There was only one thing that realy cheered me up for today. I just took my report today and everything goes well that I'm still strong and healthy. I was shocked when I saw some results written in th report that showed negative. I wander if the death god gotta meet me soon. Luckily, I was wrong. I have been told that the negative term indicates normal conditions. I was relieved then. Thanks god. I'm blessed all the way.

I have no mood to tell things further as I'm in blue now. Just wanna inform all the fellow friends and those who always keep himself/herself updated with my blog, seriously, health realy mean everything. Maybe some of them don't realy aware of this, but you will feel my advises useful someday in future. Please be conscious and awared earlier. Take care and appreciate everythings.

Lastly, I gonna show my gratitude for those who always show their concerns toward me. I do appreciate what you all did. Thanks so much buddies. chaoz

Having chronic cam-whoring disease? :p Obviously the first two photos below were taken in the ladies.. ^^ Well, it was only two photos though, so it just couldn't not be catagorised under "chronic" :p After having our bearkfast-lunch, a sudden impulse stimulated us to proceed to Yatch Club located at north path with bunch of friends. Nothing special there, besides of seeing a lot of ships. I was shocked to know that some of the ship costed 1million.. =.= wow... When can I own it? Maybe someday in future? ^^ Yet. there was thing that made me kinda surprised. When I was dazing and looking the scenes over there, I was distracted by my mum's friend.



Woman : Karen (my mum), how old is your daughter?

Mum : She's 20 years old this year. Anything? (I was beside my mum)

Ryn : Hey mum, I'm only 19 years old lei.. T.T Please don't take my chinese age as consideration as it sounds older :p

Woman : Oh my gosh, she's already 19 years old? I thought she's 15- 16 years old.... =.= Do I look so "childish"? (but is better than someone who feel I look mature than my age ^^)

The woman started to distribute her name card.

Woman : This is my name card. I'm a Modelling Agent which specialised in event organiser that included international pageant competition and modelling. I would like to ask if your daughter can go for interview as I think she's.............? (I was stunned...)

Mum : But my daughter is currently studying now and she's taking STPM at the end of the year.

Ryn : Ya lady, I'm still studying at this moment and taking STPM this year, so I don't think that now is suitable for me.

Woman : Oh... hmm.. Is ok then.. The interview will be held every year and you may go for it after your STPM. I had given you my name card. Feel free to contact me.

Ryn : Thanks lady.. ^^

By the way, I think I'm not going for that at this moment. For those who are interested in Modelling, you may get the contacts from the photos below. I had captured the photo of the name card and uploaded here :p

Loaded medicines =.=!!

I "HATE" fish chip

Probably I can eat once a week? On FRIDAY? :P

Have to ban it from my life?

If you were to read my previous post, titled "shameless", here... The followed episode :p
Surprisingly, the syndicates had been retaliated. How ashamed they are! Press conference was held by my mum's friend, and this article came out on the newspaper headline! Dai sei you all... Defraud syndicates.. Bully old folks... Illegal actions and income... ish!! =.=!! Here's the photos.......

This is the article.

The old man that i mentioned in my previous post.

I was on the spot... :p but my face was not in the newspaper... hahaha... ^^ it's all here... chaoz :p

DO RE ME FA SO LA DI DO............... ^^






Here.. Our destination.. :p