The way I lead my life

I have been asked :

Where's your courage?
Where's your confidence?
You face everything with courage full of confidence since you were small
But where's all gone?
Your hand seemed spoiled.

My mouth,
Numbed.

Ya, it's the truth,
I was a gal who always full of confidence for whatsoever thing
But what happen to me nowadays?
I seemed defeated.
Days to days,
My confidence is losing from me
Until I feel myself not really do that well in my every STPM paper.

His word to me :

Your future is in your hand,
You must not be discouraged by people easily,
Must believe in yourself, don't give up easily,
You can do it, even much better