The way I lead my life: 2009

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It has been quite a long time I didn't update my blog due to my "lazyness" ^^

After two months of sem break, the bf, laevo shen aka shendar is goin to leave me again T.T

The feeling of leaving, is totally not good at all..

To LAEVO :

Thanks for everything, really everything that both of us know,

You are really a great bf for me,

Who really love me, cares me from ur heart.

For us, I have too much to say, which is unwrittenable, undescribable and unforgettable.

These two months, you had given me a lot of good memories, I really appreciate..

Thank you!

Our genting trip, in cable car ^^

The photo u snap for me, I like this so much ^^

and this was the one i snap T.T I was being teased by you regearding the skilling T.T

YOU

On the boat

FEW SHOTS OF PHOTO FROM YOU

This photo I wanted to upload very long ago!! :P see how happy were you when buying APPETON WEIGHT GAIN :P wakakaka

Recently, I found out many couples have been broken up.

No matter what is the reason leading to that ending,

For me, I feel that,

In love route, there are ample of barriers,

It's depends on how you are going to cope it in a wise way.

Be honest, be frank, mutual understanding and tolerating are the utmost important.

Jia you my frens!!

I have been asked

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I have been asked :

Where's your courage?
Where's your confidence?
You face everything with courage full of confidence since you were small
But where's all gone?
Your hand seemed spoiled.

My mouth,
Numbed.

Ya, it's the truth,
I was a gal who always full of confidence for whatsoever thing
But what happen to me nowadays?
I seemed defeated.
Days to days,
My confidence is losing from me
Until I feel myself not really do that well in my every STPM paper.

His word to me :

Your future is in your hand,
You must not be discouraged by people easily,
Must believe in yourself, don't give up easily,
You can do it, even much better

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PA & Bio paper over

Bengkak hand

Pen ink halved

Wish me luck for tomorow chemistry paper ^^

Defination of A

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Die hard for A?

I had never heard Barrack Obama say he can become Mr. President because he get A in his study.

Issac Newton had never sit STPM before.

Thomas Alva Edison didn't create a bulb with A.

Why we need A?

Goal, for sure.

Motivation, for sure.

Recognition, for sure.

Please remember,

Determination will decide your future, your success, not A.

Laevo

The outcome of carelessness

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The first day, yet,

Defeated my confidence.

Holding the pen,

Full of confidence,

But it ended with tears.

Why was I so careless?

A slight careless,

A slight neglact,

My 15 marks gone!!

Totally gone!!

To zero!!

I knew it!!

I understood!!

But why...

The 15 marks, means a lot,

It could grade you from A to B,

From 4.0 to 3.0 or 2.0 +,

Could determine your future!

Now, I have to pay double or even triple efforts,

To get back what I had lost,

I have to gain back the marks from other papers,

Give me strength.

I can do it...

Jia you!

** All the best to STPM & SPM-RIANS... Don;t be careless like me, there's no chance for you to regret.

Presents from Hokkaido

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My mum just came back from Hokkaido of 7 days 6 nights trip

According to mum, things over there are super duper expensive

Still, I got present, somehow :p

Here it goes :

Of cause this is not my present, my mum bought this, but i got the free gift!!!!

This!!!! Looks nothing special right?? :p

DENG DENG DENG DENG!!! MP3!!! ^^

Pulse cleaner, which is only available in JAPAN!! :P cost Rm 100 ++ -.-

My little cutie sandals from HOKKAIDO :p i like it ^^

Shirt shirt from hokkaido

This two magnets which cost RM 50 ++ each -.-

This lagi expensive -.- Forgot the price -.- It's proven the standard living of JAPAN is so high!!!

There are some biscuits, nuts and others food, no photos are taken for it though it's delicious :p

** My mum is so sick at this moment after came back from HOKKAIDO. She has a terrible cough that caused her to muscleache and tears shed when coughing, nearly suffocated!! Hope she will recover very very soon..

Memorable

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Alright, it's indeed a memorable week after all

Laevo back from his uni during his study week

One of our lunch - BBQ PLAZA, which is our favourite

Appeton Weight Gain!!!!! Of coz I'm not the one who taking this :p
Is Laevo shen ^^ Have to rely in this kinda thing to gain weight!!!
I wanna lose weight, but he wanna gain weight -.-

"Part" of the dim sum eaten by we two

Thislah yang makan Appeton weight gain!!! :p

After spending days with him,

It's time for him to back to his uni,

For his final exam,

Again, the separating moment visited.

It's not feeling good at all,

For the every moment we got to be separated,

It's a mingle of feeling,

Where the tears will shed uncontrobably.

The to and fro journey of 700km,

From Klg to J.B, again from JB to Klg,

It's not relaxing but tiring instead,

This made me rather understand the tiredness of him,

Each time he back from JB to klang by bus, just for me.

Hands holded tightly,

Feeling of hard to be separated,

Along the journey for few hours,

Never released.

When back home,

Seeing his things,

Realising he's not beside me,

My heart - sour,

My eyes - welled,

My brain - fulled of his images and the moments we spent together,

This made me rather rather rather miss him.

I believe,

Besides my mother,

There's no one in the world can treat me better than him,

All the way, barriers, distances, time,

MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP EVEN MUCH STRONGER

Thanks GOD - for him

~ S.H.M.I.L.Y ~

When having dinner with jean, I saw this!!!

The two rainbows!! It's really............. Beautiful..........

It's all MEMORABLE for things that happened in this week

RM 1000

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I got RM 1000 from laevo shen!! :p wakaka ^^

He just got $$$$ from YAYASAN?? PTPTN?? JPA??

But heres only RM 500 T.T

According to him, he's going give me "by installment"

To avoid OVERSPENDING!!!!!! Ishhhh........

Still feeling good :p I got cash!!!!

Out of sudden!! T.T

Wakakaka :p

Happy me :p

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I'm seriously struggling for the coming STPM

2 weeks ++ seems not really enough for me to complete every subjects

I'm so tired, gotta puke when I saw my table and my books!!

I need strength!!

Brain juice and brain cells killed

I look extremely pale nowadays

Please save me!

I used to be confident always,

But why my confidence gone for this time??

Am I so easily get defeated this time??

The special presents

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I just got three of the special ever presents for today, from

1. LAEVO 2. MY MOTHER 3. HIS MOTHER

The best ever present from Laevo - He scored FULL mark for his MATHS TEST in uni!!

For those who knows him, it's the fact that MATH is the weakest subject he had ever hate that he did even failed for his STPM MATHS T which caused his CGPA drop till...

Who will believe that a fellow that don't even have the basic for maths will score FULL MARK in the higher level of MATH in university??

It's not miracle though, it's the hard work that he paid off! When I got the mms from him, I was so touched and happy that his efforts really paid off!! This has proven that hard work is much mysterious than miracle!

***** Who knows the fact that, he was actually "dumped" me aside for 2 days to struggle in this tests T.T pity me... But luckily he didn't disappoint me :p

IMPOSSIBLE = I. M. POSSIBLE

Secondly

I was asked by laevo's mum to accompany her to choose her spec ^^ I never expected that I came back with harvest too :p

In the process of choosing the most suitable spec for her, I saw one black framed spec and unintentionally + automatically + fatedly, I wore it on my face.

Here's the conversation goes :

L's mum : Hey, you look nice with that spec!!

Ryn : Ha? I just simply saw it and simply wear it :p

L's mum : This spec suit you, I buy for you!!

Ryn : (Stunned) Ha?? What?? Don't want la!! I'm here to choose spec for you, not buying spec

L's mum : Nvm, I buy for you as I wanted to buy you a present very long ago but dono what you like, since this spec suit you, just take it.

Ryn : (Pai seh-ing).. How come like that...

L's mum : Taoke!! How much this spec?

Taoke : RM 120

L's mum : (Whispering) Quite cheap ho? :p

Ryn : Hahaha... Ya lo ^^

L's mum : Taoke!! No discount ka?? I buy 3 spec from you!

(Haggling for long time)

Taoke : argh... ok la ok la!! Rm 100

Ryn + L's mum : (GRINNED)

Here it's!! The spec bought for me by laevo's mother :P

Side view

Adhered on my face :p

Thirdly

I just got this bear from my mum out of sudden!! :p

Thanks for the SPECIAL EVER PRESENTS today!!!

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While every STPM candidates are busying engross on their preparation, I just had a day break for myself and Jean Nie with some entertainments :p Here it goes :

BBQ plaza, family pork set