The way I lead my life

PLEASE SAVE ME!!!

I have a chronic disease,
Which until now,
Still unsolvable.

I very scare one day,
I'll officially become a monk,
With shiny head??
I don't want to be that!

Seriously,
I'm indeed dread of it,
Getting it more serious,
Day per day....

Sleep earlier?
Have enough sleep?
Eat healthy food?
No addictive food?
Will all these help me solve my current problem??
I don't know.

I'll listen to you guys,
Practice a healthy lifestyle,
From now on,
Hope it will works on my current matter,
God blessed!!!

YOU GOTTA TAKE MY LIFE!!!

~ Brain twisting Maths
~ Bloody equations CHEMISTRY
~ Phrase Memorising BIOLOGY
~ Political GENERAL PAPER

I left barely one week to prepare these subjects to confront the coming exam! Though there are only four subjects, but it KILLS me as it's subdivided to many components!!! I gonna get suffocated soon....

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I didn't attend to school today,
Thought wanna study at home,
But unpredictable,
Things did not go as scheduled.

Woke up early in the morning,
Prepared all the books for revision,
After taking my sumptous breakfast,
Feel very sleepy then =.=!!

Lying on the sofa,
With notes on my hand,
Flip flop for few seconds,
My eyes started to close and open.

The evil sleeping worm just kept reminding me,
"Hey ryn!! You are in sleeping mood now!
Sleep must be your priority at this moment,
No sleep, no energy,
No energy, no mood to study,
No mood to study,
No matter how many notes you holding,
All useless,
What you read just cant go into your mind!!"

Ya, I got defeated,
I slept comfortably, sweetly :p
Till 12 pm =.=!!
I ended up studied for only,
FEW PAGES!!!!

Undeniable,
Feel energised after woke up from the nap.
Yet, no study, no revision,
Proceeded to lunch and some refreshing entertainment - TV
@.@

Now??
I'm here, blogging....................
Ish, what's exam for???!!!!

Here comes......

I'm officially 19 ok??!!! don't ever look me like 15/16 years old girl!!
~ I managed to open a saving account in Maybank today afternoon. Here the story goes...

Ryn : Ms, I would like to open a saving account. May I know how to access the application of it?

Ms : (Staring with weird sight) Are you in legal age to apply for it?

Ryn : Ya ya! I'm in legal age to do it... (smiling)

Ms : Ok, you may proceed to the counter to fill in the form.

Ryn : Ok thanks..

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Ryn : Kakak, saya nak buka saving account. Macam mana?

Kak : Ok, tunggu ya? (taking the form)
Kamu nak buka saving account ka?

Ryn : Ya kak, nak isi borang tu?

(She was hesitating to give me the form =.=!!!)

Kak : Berapa umur kamu?

Ryn : 19 tahun, kenapa??

Kak : kamu 19 tahun a?? hah?? nampak macam budak sekali.......

Ryn : =.=!!!!!!!!

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I'm officially owned a parking lot in high skul now!! No one could just park my parking!! hahaha :p
Parking lot, just beside Dewan Putra, the second lot from staircase, seventh from gate, No 7 ^^ Recognise ya? For those who keep my blog updated :p jangan salah ter-park parking ku ^^

Today, lower six students came in, saw many unfamiliar faces. It had been a while the canteens of High School Klang were not crowded like today. Well, nothing much to say. For juniors, hope you all enjoy your form six life :p

A very Happy Mother's Day to my DEAREST & GREATEST mum, too, the mothers in the world. Ya, of cause, with me, surely she had a very blessed mother's day :p She's my greatest mum and most respectable person in my entire life. I couldn't deny the fact that I'm blessed to have a great mother like her; without her, I wouldn't be here to write all these things.

Mum,
Eversince I was born, my every single thing, came from you. I don't know how to show my gratitudes towards you. But I promise you, I'll do whatever I can to repay you one day, so that when you reminisces, you will feel everything you had done to me, worthwhile.

In short, I LOVE YOU. This word might be very common, but it means a lot for me to you. It come from the bottom of my heart, sincerely. Thanks mum, for your loves and cares in the past decade til now.

WITH YOU, I'M ALWAYS BLESSED!

Overall, today is a happy for me, quite a meaningful day though there was something happened that made me moody between me and shendar. Well, it had been solved peacefully at the end which make things enhanced. :p

Seeing her joyful face in the morning,
Cheered smiles and happy mood,
No one ever thinks,
Everything, just gone.

I knew and understood,
She tried her best,
Planned everything,
Made this day her priority.

She wouldn't have thought,
Things will turned up this way,
Her efforts in vain, totally,
Left, broken heart.

Welled eyes,
Trying to be strong,
Saying persistently,
"I'm ok, really."

Sorry that I couldn't helped you more,
Besides persuading you,
I do hope he'll appreciate one day,
For what you had done for him.

Cheers girl!
Everything will be fine,
Be yourself,
Not for others,
But for YOU!
Promise you that,
I'll be by your side,
No matter what happens,
I'll always the good listener!
Take care!



Lastly, tommorow will be the last component for MUET - speaking! Wish me luck! I rely on it, solely! Be confident Ryn! :p God bless me!

We had a horselaugh whenever we saw this article's title :p Such disgraceful things could just simply happened! It's on today's newspaper! Come on, take a look? :p

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See?? A woman had affair with her boss and she was being rehaliated with such disgraceful rehaliatation for being unfaithful towards her husband! Try not to do such things for those who got married or in relationship to whom that treat you sincerely and being faithful towards you!

Else you will be ended up --> THIS WAY as shown above :p

Every TELUR, sincerely "created" from SHENDAR :p look appetiting?? lol... Thanks for it, I knew he tried his best to cook for me. Both of us are the fans of TELUR ^^ by the way, it's eatable and delicious though :p Arigato ^^ You messed up the kitchen instead... hahaha.. He's the cleaner too at the end :p

Ice lemon tea

Bill.......... RM 332. 64 after discount =.=!!

Treated by Uncle Lim from Japan, he's so good towards me :p Thankss for everything ^^ My stomach gotta burst after having the meal.. zz...

Comment :

Fukutei's served sushi is not as special as expected, but as expensive as expected =.=!! Service?? Hmm.... not that good too if you are about to have it in the room. We had our meal in the room, but we had to stand up, call the servants for several times before we were served although there was no single customer outside! Probably you would have to dine outside the room instead dining inside the room to get a better service in return. You guys may have the chances to take a try :p

In an unrelated notes, please consume as much water as you can, the weather recently could take your life!! Ish!! The scorching sun is piercing through your skin!!

To Shendar:

Do drink plenty of water to get rid of your terrible sore throat! No oily/fried foods before your throat is recovered... :p Take care!

Chaoz ^^

Somehow, I have such perception. Some individuals, they just do not know how to think an alternative way to solve a problem. For instance :

FIRSTLY,

Today, I went to Bandar Baru Klang Jusco to buy something. We are supposed to pay the parking ticket before exit through the car park. As usual, I proceeded to the payment counter, only I realised it had changed to Autopay Station. Upon reaching, I saw a long queue. I was wandering why they were not paying. Whenever I walked nearer to take a look, what entered my sight was " System was down, please look for the control centre. Thank you."

Fine, as for those who have the "capabilities" to think "logically", you should have proceed to an alternate counter which I believe there will be more than one Autopay Station in such a BIG shopping centre right? Instead, they continued to queue up there, waiting for DONO WHO, AND DONO WHAT to come forward to solve the matter =.=!! They just standing there, waiting for NOTHING!

But based on my "INTELLIGENCE", :p surely I wouldn't wait like a foolish and idiot like what they did :p I looked for another Autopay Station to make the payment, by the time I back to that place, still, long queue =.=!! Sweat... zzz...

SECONDLY,

I do not know if you guys realise something happen when you are about to enter a shopping centre in Klang which you are supposed to take the parking ticket at the entrance. Here's the matter, normally there will have two rows and two machines for usage. Frequently, only one machine and one row will be used eventhough the another one is still functioning. Things ended up one row stuck with cars, another row is empty. Zzz.... Does it means individuals like to follow the steps of others instead of having their own stand? We can judge based on this situation.

By the way, I did not manage to take the pictures for the situations I mentioned above as my camera and handphone were not with me at that moment. Well, no worries.... Still got chances as these matters will happen continously :p

The fact is always cruel, our life too, always full of challenges and barriers. Unexpected things always come with sudden, and sometimes we are unable to curb all of these. To be more particular, I'm talking about my cousin. She had a miserable and wretched life all along.

She had gone through the hardest time since she was born. Her hardware factory, had been closed after working for 4 months due to economic crisis, caused she and her husband lost nearly 400 thousand, the closing which associated with load of banking loans, followed by illnessses which unveiled recently and being retrenched by her company, all these come together at once which made her nearly suffocated. The condition worsen as she has three youngs to feed. In term of financial, we, as the next of kin, couldn't help out much, as all of them have their families to feed on too.

Seeing her welled eye and on the verge of tears, but trying to be strong in front of us by giving a smile, we were stunned into silence and did not know what respond should we give in return. Adults' world, is realy complicated. I just wish that you would be able to handle all these and be all right soon. The predicaments are indeed lead them a harsh life.

I started to appreciate my life now as a student, I do not need to be vexed of all these at this moment. The only pressure is solely on studies and exam even it's undeniable for us to have pressures and stresses in other aspects.

As for relaxation after being suffocated in our studies, me, jean, shan and wuen went to Green Box today :p We were realy joyed at there. We sang for 5 hours (still not enough), eat as much snacks as we can, no vexation, no study, no exam, no any other things in our mind. It's realy RELAX!! ^^ The only problem was, they did not know what I was singing T.T

I have to clarify the matter that it's not because of my singing skills :p but my songs language - Hokkien :p I'm not old-minded but I just find hokkien songs very meaningful and nice that I realy enjoyed in singing hokkien songs. It was very exciting though :p standing on the sofa, holding the mic, dance and shake here and there, we had gone mad :p

Well, I have to back to study after the relaxations. A lot of revisions are awaiting me to be completed T.T Chaoz :p

It dropped me a bombshell,
When I saw you were crying,
It was realy shocked to all of us,
As we have always think you are strong.

Everyone has their own way of studies,
It's solely depends how you are going handle it wisely,
No study hard, but study smart,
Remember.

In fact,
Nothing in this world is comparable,
Nor you and me,
But you, and yourself.

Remember that,
We are the same species,
What you are confronting,
So we do.

Be optimistic and think positively,
Take everything easy,
Try your best to reach your target,
But try not to give too much pressure for yourself.

Humans' emotions have always been masked,
But what friends for?
Don't hide it,
Confide to us and cry out loud!

Remember that we are always there for you, you are most welcomed to turn on us :) Do take care of yourself girl, all the best to you!

I had have a bloody MUET listening today due to the environmental and technical problems! The radio, which play the crucial role in our listening part, should be in the best and best condition! It could somehow determine the range of band, but the government is not compromising at all by using such an old and low quality radio! The MAXIMUM volume, is always our MINIMUM! We did not manage to listen to the f''''king craps the speaker was trying to speak =.=!!

The examinor in charge was trying to change the radio to another one but it was even more TERUK! The other expected radios were not functioning at all!!! Oh my gosh! Finally, we used back the first radio. When we were concentrating and carefully listening to what the speaker was talking about, here comes another problem. We were distracted by the nuisance of chairs and tables shifting from other classes. Those who sitting far away from the radio, aikss.. Hopefully you guys are blessed. I guess they totally cant listen to the speaker craps due to the super duper low quality and volume of the radio.

I was freaking peevish at that very moment. Ish.. The condition worsen when I was rushing here and there as I was late due to the inefficient radio that made us have to redo everything. =.=! Still, we did not realy do well =.= By the way, I was relaxed when I reached book valley where my friends were waiting for me :p Thanks for the once again belated celebration and the meal ^^ Sorry cause I couldn't make it on that day due to "certain circumtances" :p Good luck for those MUET candidates ^^

The happiness at this moment,
Is indeed unutterable,
My day was cheered and joyful,
It's all memorable.

Early and sincere wishes,
Surprised b'day celebration,
Shocked and touched presents,
An extraordinary, happened.

You guys efforts,
I knew and appreciate,
Sincerely,
From the bottom of my heart.

To all of you,
Believe me that I never expected,
My 19th b'day,
Will be such a wonderful and memorable.

At this moment,
At least I feel, I'm so blissful,
I'm glad, I'm happy, I'm thankful
To have you guys as my friends.

Shan, Jo, Yong, Wen, Man, Loon, K.tat, Jean - Your D.I.Y present, I like it tremendously

Shan - I saw your hardwork in making the present nicely.

Jean - Your surprise and "helps", thanks!! Realy!!

Shendar - Your everything, too much, I will appreciate & remember, always.

Classmates and others - Your wishes, celebrations, shocking presents, THANKS!

Family and relatives - Thanks for the dinner, presents and time for celebrations that you all had given to me!

The first ever present,
In my 2009 birthday,
Beside of thanks word,
Still, thank you.

I do appreciate what you did,
So as to make it memorable,
Your hardwork and sacrification,
It has been engraved in my heart, deeply.

Appreciations,
Not towards the material,
But your heart and actions,
I remember, always.

Willingness to set aside everything,
Make this day your priority,
I knew, I saw, I sensed,
Really, Thankss.

It has been a while since my last performance for chinese zither (tradisional music instrument). I received an emergency call from Su Sin last night, claimed that history quiz competition which will be held on the next day, needed tradisional performance urgently. She asked if I would like to do her a favour by performing. As we all well known that, it needs times for practice to be well performed on the stage, yet, I had been assigned with this task at last minute.

Well, I promised her so that her problem can be solved since it's not a huge task for me. It was around 9pm. I took 2 hours for practice that night, finished at 11pm. My hand was stoned, just couldn't goes well on the strings. Tired then =.=!! Sleep was the only antidote at that very moment :p Went to bed without thinking much of it.

Next morning, reached school at around 7.15am. Started to prepare and practicing at that very last minute in the "Bilik Persalinan Perempuan" which is behind of the stage. Oh my gosh! The first ever feeling -- the environment and the room was so much terror as if it's HAUNTED!! Ignoring, I just care my business :p

After waited for quite a long time for them to settle down the stuffs, performance started. Firstly I was quite nervous and somehow, my hand was shivering, it made me couldn't goes smooth and got stuck on the keys. By the way, things go well after few seconds and the stage was totally mine. I managed to play the songs completely and smoothly as last. Actually, I was satiated as Wee Wen, Shan, Su Sin, Kok thai and all of them managed to be the audience there as I thought they were being asked by teacher to continue their lessons in the class. Thankss you guys, for there to be my supporter, I'm glad of it and cheered when I heard some good comments from you guys after the performance.

Jean nie was one of the audience too while taking some of my pictures when I was performing on the stage :p Thankss girl ^^ Here are the photos taken by her.

Ada, ada, ada, ada, ada, tak ada.......... tak ada apa?? :p

Her photo-taking skills not bad right? :p Chaoz ^^

This is my third ever spec since I had my short sightedness :p For me, I'm satiated with it. Shendar claimed that I copied from him, kononnya :p Mine is much nicer den his one ^^ Well, it has no much differences from the previous one, still, half-framed but white in color. Suit me though, since I like white ^^


Reached school at around 9am today. Hmm.. quite normal for me nowadays :p Aikss... I was like..... School is my "house" -.- The car park's gate will be locked at 7.25am everyday to avoid lower form's students from playing truant. It brings problem for me instead (My car no place to park) T.T


Clever me, proceeded to main door to ask the favour from guard, the key holder. He then, asked my permission, to fetch him along to the car park. Without hesitation, I promised him and fetch him along. Here comes the matter, how could I be so reckless? As shendar said, how if he "does" something to me inside my car? =.=!! Ish... I'll never repeat it again, for my own safety. By the way, he gave me his handphone number, asked me to call him whenever I late to school next time so that he would be able to open the gate for me. Oh my gosh, he's just trying to give me chances to be late to school again :p Well, as a "good student", certainly I "wouldn't" take it as granted :p


It was quite ridiculous though, school management can be so good which beyond one's expectation :p Just all for today, chaoz ^^

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Mango Squash

At night, something scared me and my mum. A little "lizard-like" snake visited my house. It just posed a "nice pose" and cat walk over there, but my mum scared of it and jumped onto the sofa and shouted :" Leng ar!!!! Snake snake snake............!!! Ye!!!! It's so terribly "geli"!! "How??!! Faster call someone to help us!!" Then I rushed to my mum to look how terrible the snake was

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I looked at the snake, then looked at my mum standing on the sofa, and then looked at the snake again. Oh my gosh, the so called snake was only lizard-sized.. Oh my dear mum, your size, the "snake" size.. comparable? You scare of it? hahaha :p Well, I didn't catch it until my relative reached to settle it as I scare it might poisonous. Finally, we bid adieu to the small-little-cute snake :p My mum was relieved then, else I think she'll hardly has a sweet dream that night :p

On the other hand, I'll be getting a new spec tomorrow (monday). Feeling dizzy for few days and I have been asked to check for the degree of my short sightedness. I was shocked as it has increased double. Ish.. No wonder I always headache -.- Anyway, I'm satiated with my new spec. Hie my new spec, I'm coming :p See you tomorrow! ^^

Doraemon??

Ultraman??

By the well, still... Thankss mum! :p I'll keep it though.. ^^

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