I don't want fat fat.. =( I want thin thin... =) just like the girl at the left hand side :p






I need it indeed for now.. I have always lack of it... ish...







I have been lusting for it for times... T.T






I want all these series of sport cars.... :P




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In order to get........ CGPA 4.0 as the first step to my triumph :P

Woke up early in the morning, I was taken aback to see that oedema was all around my face, limbs, shoulder. What happened to me? I was stunned into silence with mouth agaped and eyes distended. At that very moment, I was suspecting if the one who standing in front of the mirror were me. Right after, I rushed to downstair................................................



Ryn : Mummy!!!! Help me!!!!
Mum : What happenned leng?
Ryn : Mummy, am I your daughter? T.T How come I become so plumpish in one night time??
Mum : Oh my dear... What you had eaten last night?
Ryn : .......................... hmm.... er...... hmm..... nothing a...... I took my dinner with you...then... nothing else i had eaten mum.... (almost crying for the ugliness)
Mum : Would you like see doctor? Or u try to think what u had eaten? Or sensitive to the medicine prescribed by doctor?
Ryn : Hmm... I had taken the medicine for few days eversince I admitted to hospital, but the medicine doesn't cause any allergic or side effect though.
Mum : Hmm......
Ryn : Oh ya mummy!! I recalled! I drunk a lot of water before I went for bed.
Mum : Aiyoyo my leng... Before sleep, don drink too much of water, else you will end up with oedema and swollen eye at the next morning... (smiling & teasing)
Ryn : T.T mummy.... I think I'm not going out today but stay at home instead. I don dare to go out with this swollen face.. T.T I stay at home and see whether my condition will be better later...
Mum : Are you sure you don't want to go out with me?
Ryn : Ya. I stay at home to do my things.
Mum : Ok then. =)

Fortunately, the real sheryn "came back" at noon time. =) The oedema subsided after few hours.. ^^ amithaba...... :P

So you guys, please don't drink too much water before you go to bed. Else you will wake up with an ugly and swollen face. =)

In some parents' perceptions, caning their young is the best way of guidance towards the good route. Well, is't the truth?? I ain't think so though. I just cant understand, why cant they use an alternative way to teach their generation?? For instance, explain to them slowly, teach them the best way patiently, reasoning and so on so that they realise the fault they did and try to amend it. Canning them continously and terribly without explaining to them wouldn't solves the matter but will make it worsen behove. What a shame!! Canning a standard three children non-stop and lashing out towards him, don't you feel very ashamed?? I cant deny the fact that it's your right to which you can do whatever things, decide the methods which you gotta teach your generation, but it's indeed overdue. It's heart poking when we were there to see all these things to happen. I tried to stop you, but my efforts turned no avail. Yet, it was not the first time. I'm hoping that you will try to think of his feeling, let him have the chance to confide and tell what he actually wants. There will always be an alternative way to solve a problem. Everyone does something wrong, included you..



In an unrelated case, I felt indeed shameful towards some syndicates. I was taking my breakfast-lunch at one restaurant near klang parade. Soon, what appeared in front of us was an old man, holding an unsealed bottle, begging some "income" from us. My mum's friend showed his messy towards the old man, asked him to take a seat. We ordered one set of rice for him. he devoured it ravenously . When asked, he's 68 years old, came from si chuan. He was assigned by a group of syndicate to collect money from those who eating in the restaurant before they were collected in certain places. In return, they will be provided shelter and foods with conditions, they are not allowed to reveal any details of the syndicate. How they could be so conscienceless?? An old man aged nearly 70, holding an unsealed bottle to collect money all the ways under the scorching sun.... amithaba.........Don't the syndicates feel very embarrased? SHAME!!


Ah gong(old man)......... God bless you!! T.T

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After
Can see the difference? =) The Proton Logo dropped eversince I crashed into the crow in front of the kapar Carefour highway T.T I think the crow should be muscle cramped and couldn't fly up. I just cant stop down as the followed cars were very near. I have been guilty for many days.. T.T Sorry my dear crow, I ain't mean to knock u down wittingly.. It was all out of sudden. I hope you are still survive and strong... God Bless You!!


Does it looks like happy family?? ^^
Well, I'm taking this opportunity to apologise to shan, jo, jean and shendar... T.T because...... I ate fish chips again during today's recess. I knew, you all tried to stop me from eating that for my own good, but.... ish.....I just couldn't resist the temptation of Fish Chips!! =.=!!! I promise you guys, from now on, I'll try to cut down the consumption of this unhealthy food. This is our "buddy promise" ^^ chaoz.. =)



This is my first time blog. I had been reading other's blog previously and was hesitating whether I should create my own blog. Now, here I'm =) Right now, I just discharged from hospital.

31/03/2009
I was in the class talking with jean & chee ling out of sudden, we mentioned about health. I told her what symptoms I have been facing. After some advises, I decided to go for medical check up.
I was worried about my health, because it was realy serious. I was in sombre mood for that whole day, worrying there will be any terminal illness.

1/04/2009
Woke up early in the morning with "undescribable" mood. After I had my ablutions, my mum and aunts fetch me to Selangor Medical Centre at Shah Alam. On the way, I looked at my mum, I knew, she too, worried of me. The hospital was crowded. After I had waited for 30 mins, finally, my turn then. According to the doc, I have to stay there one night for medical check up, X-ray, scanning and all those stuffs. At 2pm, I admitted. My room was not as terrible as I thought. It was quite relaxing though. ^^ There were plasma tv hanging on the wall with few astro channels, aircond, comfortable bed, nice and friendly nurses, serving-food at intervals. =) I took my X-ray and scanning at 3 something. It was hard as I was not allowed to move but just laid still while the workings were going on. This day, I just cant stop eating as my parents and relative brought a lot of nutrient food for me ( I guess I would be shocked when i step on the weighing scale when i back home). -.- At night, shendar came to visit me. Guess what he brought? ^^ Mouth-watering burger, cabruary chocolate, potato chips, rocky.... We were like party-ing in the hospital ^^

2/4/2009
I kept awake at the mid9. Maybe it was not my own bedroom, so i could not fall sleep sweetly. ^^ When I was asleep, I felt someone "touched" my face. I opened my eye.................... yiya.......... It was shendar... ^^ He brought toothpaste and toothbrush for me (as I told him I forgot to bring), apollo biscuits, sugus....^^ It was quite touching as I never expected that he'll come at this early morning (7am). After accompanied me for a while, he rushed to work. Thankss shendar =) I continued to take my nap, till 10 sumthing. Doctor came with nurses.

Doc : Hello....!!! Good morning! (smiling)
ryn : Good morning doctor.... (worrying and blur -ing)
Doc : Your report came out..... It's all ok girl.... (smiling) no problems....
ryn : Reali? Reali doc?? I had been worrying for few days.. Are you sure? (am-song) But how come I felt..........................
Doc : Is ok.. Maybe it was because u not enough sleep & stress as well as ur diet is unbalance.
ryn : oh.. thanks.. thankss doc.. So... everything normal ya? I'm still strong and healthy right? =)
Doc : Er... it's normal but your cholesterol level is slightly high, but it's still ok.. don worry..
ryn : =.=!! o....o....o....ok.... thankss doc... I still happy though... =)
Doc : So u will be discharged after the procedures have been done.
ryn : Ok.. once again thank so much doc. bye ^^

Finally I relieved... I started to realise, health is very important. I have to control my diet, don't eat so much fried food (sorry jo & jean, especially shendar & my parents, for not listening to you, you asked me not to eat fish chips frequently.. but... it's too delicious for me), must eat a lot of vegetable and fruits.

Right after doctor left, I started to sms all my frens that had asked me to inform them immediately after the report come out. They were so happy after knowing I'm fine. Thanks my fren, thankss for you guys concerns. I appreciate it so much. The most important --> my parent and relatives. They were so worried. After telling them I'm fine, they too, happy and relieved.. realy realy thankss...

Well, I have learnt some lesson after gone through these hard time ^^ I'm lucky to realise it earlier though ^^

This event was associated with a bad news.. Once i was home, i step on the weighing scale.. I was shocked to know that........ I had put on 2kg!!!! T.T this is the consequence of eating so much in the hospital. T.T I ended up with 45kg now... =.= (no wonder when stood in front of the mirror, I looked so chubby =.-!!)

It's all here.. chaoz !! =)

You're counted !